futurebird's Diaryland
Diary
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
2004-11-29 - Where I hang out now... 2004-01-29 - Snow Day! 2003-11-30 - macy's and turkey 2003-10-05 - failing 2003-09-07 - bulbophyllum medusa 2003-08-30 - empty place 2003-08-28 - pink cymbidiums 2003-08-27 - the plants 2003-08-19 - pink 2003-08-17 - fear of pain 2003-08-14 - lights out 2003-05-09 - my little trees 2003-05-08 - The air hummed with the rustle of resumes, pressed shirts and nervousness. 2003-05-05 - hound dreams 2003-05-04 - my baby orchid 2003-04-16 - Me? A teacher?!? 2003-03-25 - soon. 2003-03-13 - I made some postcards 2003-03-04 - the cold got to my bones 2003-03-03 - I�m ready to start again. 2002-12-26 -
2002 cold 2002-12-23 - games of chance 2002-12-16 - new zealand dreams 2002-12-14 - how to talk about plays 2002-12-10 - the MTA strikes back 2002-12-05 - firefighter dreams 2002-12-03 - vermont 2002-11-22 - rather ill 2002-11-21 - the diplomat 2002-11-18 - it worked out ok 2002-11-09 - the top third, nothing less 2002-10-29 - I'll run it someday 2002-10-20 - 100 years at least, please 2002-09-24 - new season 2002-09-18 - I need light 2002-09-17 - out of the blue 2002-08-29 - the way of darkness 2002-08-26 - no time like the present 2002-08-20 - every day 2002-08-18 - happy birthday 2002-08-14 - 23 years of breathing 2002-08-05 - big livingroom 2002-07-29 - no ghosts for me, thank you 2002-07-26 - the ultimate decadence 2002-07-23 - everest be dammed 2002-07-22 - winter is coming soon 2002-07-18 - a madman wrapped in a red blanket 2002-07-16 - shifty people 2000-07-06 - running numbers 2002-07-03 - some of my drawings 2002-06-28 - coup de�maturity 2002-06-24 - can�t put a dream in a box 2002-06-11 - friends 2002-06-05 - the poison ivy is always greener on the other side of the ditch 2002-05-21 - lost 2002-05-17 - AIDS walk 2002-04-29 - it's not may... but.... 2002-04-27 - skates 2002-04-14 - my own race 2002-04-09 - it�s a very exciting week 2002-04-08 - one city 2002-04-07 - NYC 8000 2002-04-04 - times takes a cigarette 2002-03-29 - another year without any heaven 2002-03-27 - drip drip drip 2002-03-23 - 20 miles 2002-03-12 - my new hat 2002-03-10 - the spinster 2002-03-07 - my new ear plugs 2002-03-06 - everything in order 2002-02-14 - man 'a my dreams 2002-02-10 - flying ostrich 2002-01-26 - made for the motion of running 2002-01-19 - Will she ever catch on? (poetry) 2002-01-07 - I will kill you with my love 2002-01-03 -
2001 no rule. 2001-12-26 - I had a good time, but I am old now 2001-12-11 - a blank wall 2001-12-07 - make new friends, but keep the old 2001-12-01 - 22 going on 7 2001-11-17 - I'm lucky! 2001-11-13 - someone famous that I�ve never heard of 2001-11-10 - something to look forward to 2001-10-26 - judgmental and anti-social 2001-10-24 - brooklyn bridge 2001-10-16 - life is delicious 2001-10-06 - oh thank god the tourists are back 2001-10-02 - getting back to normal 2001-09-25 - catching up (many photos) 2001-09-11 - word trade center is gone now 2001-08-24 - katz 2001-08-20 - then they laugh at you 2001-08-19 - happy birthday 2001-08-16 - stuck the fuck up 2001-08-15 - An atheist puritan 2000-08-13 - small town life 2001-08-18 - words 2001-08-04 - 2600 1979-07-31 - rush hour 2001-07-28 - there is a space for me 1978-07-26 - money for art 2001-07-25 - everything is lists 1979-07-23 - first day 1979-07-22 - You gonna stand for that?! 1979-07-21 - I'm going out!! 1979-07-19 - Someone wants me to live! 2001-07-19 - the hard working single woman 1979-07-16 - O Roosevelt Island! 1979-07-15 - another view 1979-07-15 - deep cravings 2001-07-11 - like gods 1979-07-10 - windows 1979-07-09 - Like sleepwalkers with eyes that look awake. 2001-07-05 - to all the heros 2001-07-03 - maybe it's me 1979-06-30 - stupid nostalgia 2001-06-29 - the city wakes up 2001-06-27 - invisible bird? 2001-06-26 - handmaids and footmen 2001-06-19 - Y-W-C-A! 2001-06-14 - Back in Pittsburgh 2001-06-05 - A New Yorker 2001-05-26 - more to come 1979-05-22 - bfa 1978-05-21 - my new home 2001-05-16 - still in NY 2001-05-15 - ny 2001-05-10 - THE FUTURE 1978-05-07 - What a strange sensation . . . 1978-05-07 - I wish for a endless winter 1978-05-04 - a house, a job and a car 1978-05-03 - I don't have a trust fund 2001-04-29 - 92,070 miles 2001-04-29 - Thank you. 2001-04-28 - WE ARE LUCKY BASTARDS 2001-04-23 - the dogs 2001-04-23 - ran out of the sidewalk 2001-04-20 - night shift and the cold rain 2001-04-16 - Is that too much to ask? Maybe it is. 2001-04-11 - modernism 2001-04-1 - speakeasy 2001-03-30 - not-a-woman 2001-03-28 - my first pot of coffee 2001-03-27 - travellers 2001-03-26 - stay happy 2001-03-24 - Kraka-Hoa 2001-03-23 - runner's road rage 2001-03-23 - the birds are screaming 2001-03-21 - the days fall down, marching towards Certain Nothing 2001-03-19 - The Anarchist Housewife 2001-03-18 - For Sound and Fury 2001-03-16 - The wreckage is a part of the message. 2001-03-15 - (in)coherent 2001-03-11 - the inner misanthrope 2001-03-03 - Krakatoa 2001-03-02 - Sometimes I wish that I was the fastest woman in the world. 2001-02-25 - angry people 2001-02-25 - this is the kind of stuff that seems to be well received 2001-02-22 - huge amounts or nothing at all 2001-02-20 - the run part III - extremity 2001-02-18 - the run -- part II 2001-02-18 - the run -- part I 2001-02-15 - the hillman 2001-02-15 - Emily Murray (the final word) 2001-02-14 - bread, crit and ugly 2001-02-13 - before crit 2001-02-12 - seeing a play has saved my life 2001-02-12 - 14 miles 2001-02-07 - a riot! 2001-02-07 - Introspection, it�s deadly. 2001-02-05 - god is in the 2001-02-04 - My nervous energy isn�t helping. 2001-02-03 - compelled by some brutish animal force to go on living 2001-02-01 - Like a church just after the voices of the choir stop. 2001-01-31 - red was black 2001-01-30 - not spring! anything but that! 2001-01-29 - I panicked 2001-01-26 - away 2001-01-26 - All of my efforts were failures anyway. 2001-01-26 - I always thought they were random and had nothing to do with me. 2001-01-24 - Will they lie to us? 2001-01-23 - beast that drives her forward 2001-01-22 - An expression of freedom of power and balance. 2001-01-21 - I could just walk away 2001-01-21 - lease on life 2001-01-20 - There will be no escape from the comedy. 2001-01-19 - just to prove that they are �middle class� 2001-01-18 - I want to get 100s of letters 2001-01-17 - I ran into the cops. 2001-01-16 - a convincing performance 2001-01-15 - techno-romancing 2001-01-12 - Lather. Rinse. Repeat. 2001-01-11 - shocking and graphic 2001-01-11 - None of that stuff reached me. 2001-01-10 - shoulders that built the house he was in 2001-01-09 - I didn�t even know it�s name. 2001-01-09 - get stupid 2001-01-07 - walk on the snow and not leave footprints 2001-01-07 - soon the Christmas tress will be out on the lawns 2001-01-07 - heroes 2001-01-06 - I�m no good at bars 2001-01-06 - foot print artwork 2001-01-04 - The pulpit was empty: 2001-01-03 - It was just a pot of tea. 2001-01-02 - A life of met assumptions: good as death. 2000-12-31 -
2000 the New York on New Year's of my dreams 2000-12-31 - �The first boy that we�ll ever have sex with is alive right now.� 2000-12-30 - mental energy from the silence 2000-12-30 - in the big shadow of the earth 2000-12-29 - the ancient fire sharing ritual 2000-12-28 - the crowing hen 2000-12-28 - Ray Bradbury Men? 2000-12-28 - Owen 2000-12-28 - fast cars and sex 2000-12-26 - the ribbon wraps around my wrist 2000-12-25 - This three days is gathering. 2000-12-24 - the month finds sleep 2000-12-22 - stripped or saved 2000-12-22 - At least I didn�t lose to that dog. 2000-12-21 - No more directionless light? 2000-12-21 - getting the dirt out, personally 2000-12-19 - I go library hopping 2000-12-19 - A few will be loved. 2000-12-18 - Bill Kofmehl 2000-12-18 - Water is a kind of panicia. 2000-12-18 - in spite of the ice crystals 2000-12-17 - I was trying to shake something off of me 2000-12-16 - Everything went pale for an instant. 2000-12-16 - it must be very weak and vulnerable 2000-12-15 - �Sex, Reason and War� 2000-12-14 - human all too human 2000-12-14 - Emily Murray 2000-12-14 - I can write about it, though! 2000-12-12 - They found Emily Murray. 2000-11-10 - link to me 2000-12-12 - was I your first choice? 2000-12-11 - no one is crazy part II 2000-12-11 - No one is crazy here. 2000-12-11 - without so much as a can of soup 2000-12-10 - Where is it from. 2000-12-10 - random 2000-12-10 - I among the 1000s might not be wrong! 2000-12-09 - I want to scrub it away. 2000-12-07 - birth vs. decay 2000-12-07 - But I don�t want to. 2000-12-06 - sword of logic 2000-12-04 - That�s not an option. 2000-12-04 - to all of the cold people 2000-12-04 - low rising tree covered hills 2000-12-04 - only spending time 2000-12-03 - When will the winter end? 2000-12-03 - a triumph of culture over brute instinct 2000-12-03 - I can�t breath water 2000-12-03 - it begins now 2000-12-02 - autopilot 2000-12-01 - I have what it takes 2000-11-30 - people need pennies 2000-11-30 - I dreamed about the engines that drive cities 2000-11-29 - my little flight of megalomania 2000-11-29 - a weary time for me 2000-11-27 - ideologue 2000-11-27 - Where is Emily Murray? 2000-11-26 - I thought I might tremble to pieces 2000-11-26 - ugly thoughts I have tonight 2000-11-25 - terrible euphoria 2000-11-24 - notary public 2000-11-23 - This doesn't seem anything like life! 2000-11-22 - a triumph of disorder 2000-11-22 - a wolf raised by sheep 2000-11-22 - no class? 2000-11-21 - silence is terrifying sometimes 2000-11-21 - empathy 2000-11-21 - Balance. Jesus! 2000-11-20 - the text isn�t so scary 2000-11-20 - I surfaced 2000-11-19 - the beauty of decay 2000-11-18 - koyaanisqatsi 2000-11-15 - seen at night 2000-11-15 - winter wish 2000-11-14 - shot at it 2000-11-14 - light spills in 2000-11-14 - run for your life 2000-11-12 - pain is truth 2000-11-10 - don't go out 2000-11-10 - turn the tide 2000-11-10 - I have changed 2000-11-09 - beautiful people 2000-11-09 - All he had seen was ashes 2000-11-09 - universe symphony 2000-11-08 - poetry time 2000-11-08 - the animal that looks up 2000-11-04 - first day of a new love?
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|