futurebird's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Introspection, it�s deadly. The show is spinning. They�ve got it. It belongs to the actors now. I�m so happy. A little sad. I�m not needed anymore. Today I watched the second dress rehearsal. Took only two pages of notes (I usually take about ten) I got caught up in the action. I hope it flies this way tomorrow night-- or tonight, that is (it�s already tomorrow, it�s 2:00am) I had dinner with Nick afterwards tried to express my inner angst. Failed. I don�t think �inner angst� can be expressed effectively, anyway. All of my internal emotional life seems so absurd whenever I try to explain in to anyone. That�s just as well. The world can do without my monsters. I just want to start working on another project and forget about myself again. Introspection, it�s deadly. I won�t have time for it soon. Here comes the real world (gulp) Two months and I�m free-- or something. 07:34:25 - 2001-02-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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