futurebird's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the cold got to my bones
Since I haven�t been running or eating very much for the past two weeks I�ve lost weight. I�ve lost a lot of muscle and I can feel it when I try to open doors or carry groceries. I also look really wimpy. I looked at my self in the mirror in the rest room at work and wondered if I�d ever get any color back in my cheeks again. I keep thinking about how nice it will be when spring comes. I feel funny wishing for spring because I have always been devoted to winter. Perhaps this winter was just too much for me. My mother used to say that it was important to wear a coat since if you �let the cold get to your bones� in the dead of winter you might not ever be able to get warm again until the summer came. I think this must be my problem. My bones are still cold. I want to be warm again. Someone, tell the wind. 9:46 a.m. - 2003-03-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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