futurebird's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- That�s not an option. I�m filled with fear. I must do everything at once. Direct this show, this programming project, write the play. It all seems bigger than me. I�m overwhelmed. I don�t know where to begin. After rehearsal I know I�ll fall asleep. My body is crying for it already. That�s not an option. I have a lot of writing to do. Two things only: some work on the play and something to show the English teacher when I meet with her tomorrow. A show of good faith. I want to run home and cry right now. But I don�t think that option is open to me. 22:51:53 - 2000-12-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
||||||