futurebird's Diaryland Diary
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100 years at least, please
We get flowers every week, these are from two weeks ago. R liked orchids best, though
Today I got R to use the elliptical machine he has for a bit. I only pushed him to do it because he�d asked me to get on him about exercising. I want 20 years with you. he says now and then. The first time he said that I got so upset I cried. 20 years is not nearly enough. I don�t like to number the years, but they count themselves even without me.
I�ve taken a few vacation days to get things in order around the apartment. It�s still a mess, but we�re getting there. I also caught up on my running. I feel so much better when I run. After four days of hard runs I�m feeling strong again. I was getting a little soft and for some reason when that happens I also become a histrionic emotional wreck. It feels good to feel awake again.
So I must ask R to get on me about running everyday. I want at least 100 years with him-- So I better take care of myself!
rosebudz.html - 2002-10-20
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