futurebird's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the beauty of decay Asking Chad for love advice is like asking a bat what it thinks of the sun. He has no idea. I guess I don�t really need advice. I just want someone to tell me it will end wonderfully. Even though I know it won't. Well, it might. Depends on what I mean by wonderful. The more I think about it I should just give Giacamo the book I bought him. I should tell him not to read too much into it. Who cares if you give more than you get! He�s in this strange new land and all he seems to do is long for home. Maybe I can make it a bit better for him. I wouldn�t like America if I was from someplace else. It�s a very unwelcoming place. We force everyone to change to suit our needs. He�d be better of in NY where everyone�s a foreigner. It makes me sad that people come to this dirty little city just for school and never learn to love it. I wish I had the courage to let everyplace I visit become like a 2nd home . . . for Pittsburgh there is always �the beauty of decay� if I could show that to him-- 08:26:52 - 2000-11-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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