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friends

I want learn about making friends I'm very bad at it. Don't really know why, but maybe you can help me to make it work.

Some times on my way in to work I see a young man standing outside of the building next to mine. He looks like the sort of person I would normally hate. Rather burly bleached hair�the fraternity look. But, the strange thing is he has terribly sad eyes. Like someone who has given up on everything. It makes me wonder: what did he lose?

Maybe he was in love and now his heart is broken. Or maybe he had a close friend who died too young.�maybe he is ill and dying slowly of something that has no cure. For some reason it bothers me to see one of �those� people (the kind I don�t get on with very well) so wrought with emotion. I am too bitter. Just because a person is a member of the tyrannical majority dose not mean that person is inhuman. I forget this when I let myself get too angry.

Maybe one day I�ll see him and he won�t look so miserable. Then I can get back to the business of hating him for no reason again. Let it be so!

020611_66.html - 2002-06-11

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